you know maybe if people would realize what they did and said to people really affected them.. than maybe they would just shutup.. seriously.. like i need people telling me.. yes literally telling me to jump off a bridge and slit my wrists.. wahts so weird is that last night i found a bridge and almost went there.. odd thing is that its right next to the softball field that the people that told me to jump play in.. wouldnt that be a great thing to pass on your way to the field.. hmm yea.. why dont people just shutup?? i mean they just cause  more and more problems everytime they open their freakin mouth.. these are those moments you need those people that never leave.. and love you.. and they just sit there with your head in their lap or sit on a trampoline under the stars and just plays with your hair.. and.. well.. i think you get enough of it to understand..

bang---bang I give up